I am a strong woman.
I heard recently that with my particular body type, the hormones and chemicals that are my make-up, I am like a Warrior Princess. Like an Amazonian woman. I am Wonder Woman!
That struck me as true.
Physically, I can do hard stuff. I can run far. I can lift heavy things. I can fast for a long time. I can push myself to get things done.
My personality is robust!
I love meeting new people. I am happy to go places alone. I am fine with talking to people that have different views. I am resilient.
So, reading that I am a Warrior Princess set off a cascade of emotion and thought. It felt like a relief! I realize that I default to holding back. To keeping myself at bay. To holding myself in check as much as I can.
It’s not bad to keep myself in check, but it may also be good to embrace the strength itself. Rather than regret my strength of character, how can I make it available to the stuff God calls me to do?
All these bubbling thoughts have unexpectedly crept into my daily living.
I notice that I am a bit more impatient. A bit more prone to boldly speaking my mind.
Even if God created me to be Wonder Woman, something seems amiss with the way I exude my “strength.” In fact, it doesn’t seem strong at all. It seems weak.
“Be completely humble and gentle….” Ephesians 4:2
There is the true strength I need!!
The strength of God Himself to do what flies against my very nature! Human nature, actually.
Even though I’m Wonder Woman in a way, I am simply a woman. All my good strength comes directly from Him. Therefore, “in humility value others above yourselves.” Philippians 2:3
Jesus is ultimate Strength! He is God! He is also ultimate Humility. He left the rightful vestiges of power and put on human flesh to suffer torture and death.
And gentleness!!
According to the Baker’s Bible Dictionary biblical gentleness means: “Sensitivity of disposition and kindness of behavior, founded on strength and prompted by love.”
The gentleness of Jesus!! He is the Lion and the Lamb! He has ultimate strength, but also unmatched restraint and kindness.
An example of the gentle power of Jesus: “Don’t you realize that I could ask my Father for thousands of angels to protect us, and he would send them instantly? But if I did, how would the Scriptures be fulfilled that describe what must happen now?” Matthew 26:53-54
May I be strong like Jesus!! Completely humble and gentle.
So, as I navigate the nuances of my daily life, I embrace my inner Amazonian princess!! I am glad to remember that I can do hard things. I can be strong.
But, when my strength becomes weak, impatient, and insensitive, I grab that tiny scrap of Scripture: “Be completely humble and gentle.”
I remember Jesus- the amazing power of God to restrain His limitless strength by being so gentle with people like me.
Lord, make me like You.
Yes, I am a strong woman. By the power of Christ in me, I am strong enough to be completely humble and gentle.